Today I start a new chapter in my life.
I have been a stay at home mom since my daughter was born 9 years ago. Today my youngest, little Wes, starts Kindergarten.
I have been trying to act like its not a big deal, but deep down I’m all mixed up. I’m going to miss my little man so much. He has been my buddy for the past five years, so much like me in every way. I’m so use to having a little person around me at all times (insert puppy purchase). I’m not scared of being alone, I actually love alone time. But this just seems so big, so different. I get a little excited when I think about all that time I will have while they are both at school. I will actually be able to finish a project without being interrupted. I won’t have to wake up at 5:00 am just to get a walk in. I have told myself this is the year I will learn to make something other than sandwiches for dinner. But I get sad when I think about little Wes not being around for lunch, or for walks to the park, or afternoon quiet time on the couch. Everything is going to be…different.
He calls me smoochie girl
He has my mom’s bluest blue eyes
He cried watching Pinocchio
He hates chocolate
His best friend is Brandon
He’s sensitive and quiet
He’s smart and competitive
He doesn’t like arts and crafts
He loves all sports
He could play Uno for 10 hours straight
He loves his sister
He’s scared of nothing
He has one dimple
He still sleeps with a blanket
He loves his back scratched
He has the best laugh
He looks like me
He acts like me
I am going to miss my little man
I told my husband that I would get a job, it was probably time for me to go back to work. He said, “No, do what you love. Take this time to create and paint all that furniture that you have been stock piling in the garage”.
I am so blessed. So I am going to take my husband’s advice, and take the next year to paint and create like a mad woman. I have already booked my booth at
Metrolina for October and November. I told Krissy at
Sanctuary she may need to make some room because I am going to be bringing in stuff by the truck loads. I am soooooo excited……. but as soon as I find myself excited, I get sad. Then I’m excited, then sad, then excited, then sad…..AHHHHHH is this normal or I have I officially lost it???
How do mothers do it when their kids go off to college???
I love you little man, I hope you have a wonderful day!
love, Mom